todae nothin happen..
thought of goin to movie tomolo n go shoppin but we had to cancel it coz rinah's mum is goin for op tomolo.. we wan to be there for her.. so i plan to go for another dae.. maybe thurs will c how...

called her juz now informin her tat tomolo event had cancel.. n aso told her tat not to worries insya allah everythin will go smoothly juz keep prayin gal.. n we will aso pray for ur mum.. read her blog juz now n i left a shoutout for her saein tat watever happen she can count on me even eqa n yul.. we will alwaes be there for her no matter wat despite of fightin last week.. be strong.. u noe tat watever happen u can count oon us..

to eqa yul n rinah: had fun bein ur close fren.. sorie if there's sumtink tat i sae or did wrong.. watever it is u guys got my back n i got u guys back.. we can count on each other.. cherish all e fun funnie happy moments together n throw away n even learnt a lesson from bitter sad moments.. alreadie treat u guys like my sisters.. hope tat our friendship will last long n stronger n will nvr end.. luv u gals lot.. muack.. take care :)

adios!! :)

Start with a SMILE , Monday, March 30, 2009.

well on last sat.. got training @ kallang actualie start early @ 2 but i informed my leader tat i'll cum @ 3 plus due to cleanin my house kitchen.. it was fun learn new beat for tamborim but got a bit fras coz cant flip n beat fast.. but i kept on tryin.. after trainin we talk2 bout ndp schedule n wait for my bro to fetch me.. leave tat place around 9+ thnk for waitin guys..
after tat my family went to eat @ zain cafe @ kampong melayu den wen to jp go ntuc to buy stuff.. spent $300+ WOW!! haha my dad was like bising wah so many items n so much money had spent.. ooppss dad we did it again.. haha.. den after shoppin @ 1 or 2+ we headed home..
all was tired n we went to sleep..

todae after madrasah headed home n cpat2 change clothe, eat roti prata n leave house nid to go to nenek houz.. bfore tat send my parents n my cousin to nenek houz den go send khalid to airport den fetch kakak @ united square.. it was funnie coz me n my bro were lost haha well called my kakak asked for direction to go there den i looked inside direction book.. findin where is e place was so fras it like i was studyion my tabby.. haha but we find it thnkx to e for not givin up haha mcm paham.. haha..

got to go n sleep.. toodles :)

Start with a SMILE , Friday, March 27, 2009.

yesterdae me n yul met rinah @ esplanade rooftop to settle tings out..
well we let out wat is wrong basically.. i talk alot den yul.. yul was like mumbling la haha it's funnie.. haha.. in the end e matter is settle i told rinah to kal eqa but dun noe if she kaled her or not.. goin to kal eqa later n find out..

after settle e probs we went to penin to buy bag (yul wan e bag) den we went cathy follow yul go buy ticket for her bro n his partner.. den go eat @ kfc den go home.. we send rinah den yul send me..

was planing next week go watch movie cete hantu.. confirm best..

i go to nenek houz.. went home around 11+ gtu.. followed abg fetch khalid den e me abg khalid n kakak go eat @ river valley rd dun noe wat name is e shop.. go eat after eat den go home n sleep..

Start with a SMILE , Wednesday, March 25, 2009.

basicallie todae i did nothin much juz kept tinkin bout friendship n sumting..

hmm.. well i was so fed up w all tis bullshit ting happenin to our friendship.. seem like we r in war we juz kept battling n its actualie did kill each of us i mean our heart.. i juz felt a big hole which recently torn by e cause tat we made.. so hard to prevent it but it juz kept on cuming..
wat i wan is our friendship to get back tat all.. tis situation reallie suck alot.. i juz dont wan tis friendship to end like tat juz bcoz of misunderstandin.. haizz.. hope tis will end good.. tomolo we r goin to settle so yup we gotta to settle..

yesterdae was a shockin dae.. sumone confess to me.. n i was basicallie shock actuallie didnt expect it to happen.. we met in friendster n yup we chat at msn.. he's nice got sense of humour very listenin yup2.. so i told him tat i like him as a fren n i aso appreciate him for tellin.. haizz felt bad.. i told eqa bout it n she sae tat i should go for it.. maybe one dae.. we'll see..
frankly i had feelin towards one of my fren it been so long but it hurt wen i found out tat he w sumone else.. wat to do tat not my fate to be w him.. now i still hav feelin for him but i didnt tell him i juz kept shh.. my fren sae i should juz forget bout him since he alreadie hav one.. yup2 i tink i should there's no point of liking him for so long but in e end he was blong to sumone.. haizz..
as for e guy whu confess to me im sorie n maybe one dae.. wen e time is rite..

- the end :) -

Start with a SMILE , Sunday, March 22, 2009.

todae @ 0800 had event n it will be held @ marina
so me eqa n yul mit up @ j.e n we go city hall together n we met kin...
so e 4 of us go to approach di (actuallie shikin approach first den us) n we wait for our leader, puva n rinah.. in e end puva didnt cum but arinah came.. so was walking n rinah called mel so we mit up wen goin otw to the event place... we took sum pix here n there..

mel n rinah wan to go eat @ mac so me eqa yul kin n di aso plan to eat together w dem but we were too busy taking shot.. i got e feeling tat mel n rinah r kinda mad bcoz we took pix way too long n many haha.. i apologised to tat..

wen we were about to leave for eatin we saw rinah n mel near e milo van n wantin to go there..
after we approach dem they approach us den teacher came n asked of we wan to take pix or not so we sae ok den.. bout how many mins i didnt saw rinah n mel anywhere.. after takin pix i saw dem @ e opposite site of e road i tink they were heading to marina asquare while we were heading to clarke quay.. i was wondering how cum they didnt go eat w us n i was a bit frastrated la bout tat.. after tat we go eat mac n i was worry bout her.. she msg yul n all e way kin rply her back.. dun wan to elaborate more..

wen reached home i was shocked n angry bout her.. i think tat she confirm noe tat i did read her blog.. so basically yup i did hav an attitude wen she started to giv me her attitude.. yup its true tat i actuallie didnt realie accept facts wen someone saeing thing bout me face to face... doesnt she realie noe tat im trying to try to accept ppl's opinion bout me..

evryoen hav attitude everyone can be hardcore it e matter if they wan to show it or not n tat is for e ppl's to accept or not accept or try to handle it or not try to handle it.. it is ur decision.. if u wan to blow tings at me pls do it coz i aso tryin to control my explode to u.. u saed tat i changed, well i aso did notice tat u aso changed so wat e deal rite now.. u saeing others but u urself dun notice it do u tink it's fair well for me i dun.. i aso dun wan to be a hardcore n a backstabber.. if u cum clean i aso cum clean..

me eqa n yul miss e old u not e new u.. we reallie wan to safe our friendship n i dun wan bcoz of tis stupid misunderstandin or watever shit is pullin us apart n made us havin grudges between each other.. i reallie cherished all my memories n friendship w her n eqa n yul.. i got once lose myy close frend n i dun wan to lose another of my close frend..

i admit tat there r times tat we frend joke w each other in a harsh way but i noe in every in our heart tat we r juz jokin.. there r times i might hurt ur feeling but i realie didnt meant it.. n im sorie to her n eqa n yul..

i juz hop tat everytink will be fine n we r back to old daes.. soulmate,PA n twinnie..
pls cherish our friendship..

Start with a SMILE , .

yesterday,

eqa msg me n told me tat training start @ 4 n training will be held @ kallang like usual..
so wen i arrived @ kallang @ around 16+ n i waited for them but they was no one.. den i received msg from eqa saeing the venue had change training held @ cck park.. n i was like wth.. i was piss off actualie.. so shah told me e way to go there.. so i ook e train back n alight @ cck, walk straight to lot 1 n exit at another side n i took bus 307 n alight .. it onlie one stop..

after reaching there i saw dem n shariffah's brother, sister, herself.. after salam everyone, rinah eqa n yul ask me if i was ok or not.. well i juz sae im ok nothing wrong.. n i wasnt in e mood to play an instrument juz wanted to go home..

ainah asked me one more time and i sae la tat im ok n i was havin headache due to e whether but she sae "dun lie everytime i ask u if u're ok or not u always sae tat u got headache" which is totally not correct i do admit i recently got headache n it driving me nuts.. i kept sae to her nothing but in e end i told her tat bout e changing venue.. overall i was mad but i dun blame dem la u cant change e whether.. so it took me bout i dun noe how many hours to cool myself down by drinking water..

after drinking resting n playin back n rest i got e chance to put my hand on e suedo.. i felt like once i hit e mallet to tat suedo i felt like my anger had juz released out of my body.. after sumtime eqa took over n i played tamborim back.. haha.. eqa was an expert suedo player, rinah has achieved in playin chuchallho n yul did achieved in playin agogo bell (proud for both of dem)..
end around 10 like tat.. i was angry w her wen she like accused me of kept using e same excuse (headache part).. i meant it is true wat not tat i lie, i meant everyone got different sickness u cant really aspect tat everyone is e same rite.. so i was mad n told her tat not everyone is e same.. n i saed sum harsh words to her la.. didnt mean it but i was too angry..
(to her sorie)