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Start with a SMILE , Thursday, April 30, 2009.
SWINE FLU!!!

ok there a new sickness which is SWINE FLU.. so e irritating.. got to noe tat sum of my frens whu in SGH n AH hav to go back to skol due to tis ting.. hopefully it is not tat deadly as sars.. it scary sum times.. n juz now wen werkin at ward, around 7 plus e ward tat i was attached was alerted tat it turns to ORANGE n we hav to wear mask.. n it is not fun at all felt like veri disturb n irritatin specimen.. n i told my fren tat we will die due to suffocated.. haha.. reallie reallie nott use to it.. but it only for 20-30 min coz it turn to YELLOW.. hopefully it turn GREEN.. n yup we r happie to go home early but aso sad coz hav to leave behind our pt :(..

teacher sms sae tat until mondae there is no werk no skol till teacher msg back.. So people DO TAKE CARE OF UR HEALTH it is verie e verie IMPORTANT!!

hopefully tis SWINE FLU go away n our country is not affected.. insya allah.. amin..


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Start with a SMILE , Monday, April 27, 2009.
happie burf dae.. 1st dae of werk

juz wanna wish my dear dear bestfren NATASHA a veri happie burf dae.. may all ur dreams n wishes cum true.. miss all e fun n hang out w u.. take care may u be sucessful in every thing u do.. luv u gal.. take care..

ok so 1st dae of werk it was suckie suckie suckie.. mind my words.. todae was my irritatin dae of my life.. hate it man.. ay shibal!! sorie..
dun wan to elaborate.. hmph!!

tc my dear fren n adios..


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Start with a SMILE , Sunday, April 26, 2009.
thinkin thinkin thinkin

sae la wat u wan to sae

bout me

i dun care

to tired

n

bored

to

entertain..

juz worried bout myself.. haizz..

sorie.. no mood..


{} Ends with a SMILE too , 9:49 AM .


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Start with a SMILE , Friday, April 24, 2009.
last dae at IMH n LUMP LUMP LUMP!!

well todae got to werk AM.. aso todae is e last dae of attachment at IMH.. for all e 2 wks at there for me its challenging n aso fun.. n actualie i get to noe wat e pt diagnosis.. all of them r nice n they're not dangerous... wen saein gdbye to them felt a bit of sorrow in my heart.. im gonna miss them alot..

as for my lump at neck.. hmm.. wen to c doc at NUH n guess wat he put nose scope i was like wth.. it painful now i noe how sum of e pt feel wen NGT is beenin inserted thru their nose.. he told me tat inside r gd n he wants me to go for scan only at e neck n i was askin e doc if e small lump at my lips can reduce or no tn he sae can but had to do surgery.. n aso if my lump at e neck got sumtink inside i hav to go for op.. it scare me alot till now.. i mean u hav to tink reality if tat op dae was e last dae to live how.. haizz.. hopefullie im alrite... insya allah.. amin..

got to go..


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Start with a SMILE , Friday, April 17, 2009.
IMH...

olak.. after e 3 wks of holidae we kena attachment at IMH not IMM.. hehe well it is fun la.. met different kinds of people w different personality n their condition.. on e first dae of werk me n my frens (e gals) afraid of goin inside e dorm.. it was scary at first coz we dun noe wat will they do to us... after a while we had fun.. e pt's r friendly n not dangerous at all.. if we nice to them, they nice to us.. well at there basicallie we had to played games like playin cards UNO, snake n ladder, JENGA n etc.. we even exercise together w them it was fun.. they look so cute wen exercisin.. n guess wat e nurses like SSN, SN, AN, HCA r friendly, kind, funnie, helpful.. appreciate them alot dude!! haha.. well i made up my mind thought of werkin in IMH if my gpa doesnt fit to go to higher nitec or poly.. still got 1 more week to go n after tat will be back at NUH.. haizzz... gonna miss e pt at IMH.. whenever went there for werk seem like it brighten my dae wen seein them recover n smile.. usuallie it difficult to c sum of them smile..

got to go.. :D


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Start with a SMILE , Thursday, April 16, 2009.
pulau redang.. 9 april - 12 april..

sorie for e verie late late entrie.. been busy... hehe

on e thursdae nite i packed n get readie to go off.. reached pulau redang @ 6 or 7 am.. tooked ferry to go there.. n guess wat i had seasick!! not fun at all.. we stayed at a chalet called "mutiara redang beach resort" it was fabulous.. i had a great time.. they provide us every meal tat cool.. we had snorklin lesson for 2 daes.. e first dae is we went to "pulau jaya" i tink.. tat place is aso a resort but tat place is expensive.. so went to tat place beach n we c fish, coral, sand hehe.. n more... if onlie my video is water resistent i confirm will took it.. e water over there is not tat deep.. 2nd dae we go to "pulau laut" still snorklin but tis time e intruster gave each of us a bread to feed e fish n guess wat e fish bite my hand n i was screamin.. haha but it fun.. oh ya the beach over there is so deep.. e intrustor told me tat near e rock there is a baby shark.. so me n my cousin swim to tat location n guess wat didnt even find any baby shark.. it was dissapointin la but overall i had a lot of fun wish to go again.. we had BBQ at nite n karaoke... our last dae cum n its sad felt like dun wanna go back singapore.. but had too cause next dae nid to go to IMH.. haiyoo..
reached singapore around 12+ n reached home @ 1+ so i slept @ 2 i tink.. haiyoo.. e next dae like dunn wan to go.. so lazy.. 3 wks of holidae not enough.. haizz..

sayonara.. :D


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Start with a SMILE , Thursday, April 9, 2009.
sad occasion

forgot to msg lala so now im goin to wish her n sae sorie to her..

btw eqa grandma n my aunty had passed away..
same goes to those whu hav been food poisionin, those whu r now in hosp get well soon n those whu had passed away i wan to ucap salam takziah.. to their families n relative be strong n reda kepada ALLAH s.w.t.. "Semoga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat.. Amin.. Al-Fatihah.."

till next time..


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Start with a SMILE , Wednesday, April 8, 2009.
at last...

todae nothin much.. juz go polyclinic c docter.. gave me antibiotic n an appointment to NUH to c wat specialist.. den headed to ntuc w mum buy stuff.. den reached home put everyting inside fridge den cooked ikan goreng but den e gas hav finished so i used sumtink else.. now ironin mum's clothes n later gonna pack my stuff for tomorrow.. can't wait.. yahoo!!! :D

got to noe tat shah goin for ns on 10 july.. kecian nanti borin but nvm still hav others... gd luck for ns n poly hop u get e poly tat u wan.. btw cant wait to c his new hairdo.. haha.. jk2 :D

oh ya didnt managed to go to LALA burf dae... she invited me.. gosh i felt bad.. later gonna msg her n told her.. btw to LALA happie burf dae n to HAZIQ happie belated burf dae.. may all ur dreams n wishes cum true.. INSYA ALLAH.. AMIN..

got to go adios..


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Start with a SMILE , Tuesday, April 7, 2009.
didnt made it..

actualie yesterdae was e dae i was supposed to go for polyclinic but it didnt happen coz my mum hav to teach ngaji at my house but went to c my niece @ 7+ hehe was abit late :D .. was planin to go todae but was cancel.. yul msg me yesterdae askin if i can accompanie her go to bugis n i rply cannot coz goin to polyclinic n went to c my niece @ NUH.. i felt bad la.. sorie yul.. if i noe todae not goin polyclinic, i can follow yul go bugis.. haiyoo.. so many daes been cancel due to sum stuff.. wen can i go??? haizz... oh ya, juz got e news tat my niece r goin back home todae n gonna c her at nenek house.. thnk god tat she is recoverin tat gd for her as for me i dun noe.. hmm....

got to go n siap2.. go to my nenek house... :D


{} Ends with a SMILE too , 1:08 PM .


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Start with a SMILE , Monday, April 6, 2009.
4 n 5 april

firstly juz wanna wish u guys happie belated april fool's dae.. haha

ok lets start on 4th april.. received msg from kak nura ask to mit @ 1 @ sembawang.. oh ya i went to c docter n she told to go to polyclinic for check up n told me to went to hospital for dun noe c wat specialist.. wen she told me bout tat i was scared n could felt tat my heart beats is in tacycardia..
went to sembawang a bit late n mit kak nura up n we went to sun plaza n hav a meetin at cavana.. we talked bout e band tingy.. after talkin we headed to trainin @ aymoi camp @ yio chu kang sorie didnt noe how to spell.. actualie we hav to mit @ ngee sung camp @ yishun but e location has change.. me eqa yul n kak nura took mrt while shah rusydi n bro bear took car which is bro bear car.. headed to tat camp it was so tirin felt like we were goin for pulau ubin trek.. haha we was talkin n laughin all e way n i was hungry la.. hehe did ate while walkin but my stomach still hungry.. cannot help it it's my hobbie to eat.. haha.. e camp was located very deep inside but not tat deep but it was tirin fr us to walkin there.. haizz.. went there for percussion trainin w bloco.. learn new beat c familiar faces n not familiar faces hehe.. it was fun though.. had to practice @ tat camp for 4 or 5 times.. hmm.. next week i guess i couldnt make it coz will be goin to pulau redang w my mum n company.. haizz miss e trainin sorie guys had fun aites.. :)

5th of april.. didnt attend madrasah due overslept.. haiyoo n aso wont go to madrasah next week coz will be in pulau redang n will be back @ s'pore @ nite.. gonna be tired for e next dae coz e next dae i nid to wake up early n go to IMH haiyoo.. got bad news mom told me tat my niece was admitted to NUH coz she had dengue fever.. such a pity coz she juz primary 3.. nowadaes young kids r developin fever.. pity dem.. haizz.. so went to c her @ 6+ w my siblings.. saw her n felt pity again n told her to drink lots of H2O.. her mum is stayin there w her n we were kinda of scarrin her mum n her haha.. it was kinda of mean for us to do tat hehe.. sorie aunt :).. gonna go to polyclinic tomolo to check bld test c wat wrong w me.. after tat gonna c my niece hopefullie she will recover soon n for me hopefully nothin is wrong..

scared sumtink is happen to me.. well ilah sera kepada ALLAH s.w.t.. hav to reda n tawakkal.. hmm..

goto to go nid to sleep n wake up early.. adios.. :)


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Start with a SMILE , Saturday, April 4, 2009.
pain pain pain

todae went to marina square to watch movie but in e end did not watch coz e timin is super late.. while waitin for rinah went to arcade juz bside golden village cinema.. we play arcade la.. haha funnie me yul n eqa go played racin car feelin2 of drivin car den me yul play jet plane.. haha funnie u noe e machin was movin n i kept movin it to left rite left rite.. it was funnie. haha.. den mit rinah n played guitar, racing car n shoot2..
i was a bit upset la coz cannot watch e movie but u noe it alreadie happen n was planin to watch it next week la.. i didnt blame dem coz it's not their fault.. so after tat im ok..
after tat went to clarke quay otw there we took pic.. (currently not w me) it was funnie la.. go to took pix near flower pot, bushes, bridge n at mrt.. fun u noe.. haha..

n rite now i had tis awful pain near my ear n it reallie driving me crazy.. cant beared e pain so goin to c doc tommorrow mornin.. it kept cumin back aww i hate it.. but i had to take it as a test from ALLAH s.w.t u noe.. juz nid to kept prayin.. confirm there's a way out.. juz eaten 2 paracetemol tablet but e pain still didnt go away haiyoo.. got one sickness den cum another.. how to cope.. haizz.. but it's ok i hav to endure it.. every person life confirm hav a difficult dae.. yup2 must tink POSITIVE.. but it still hurt.. ouch.. :(


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