sorie for e late update..

currently now im juz doin my own thing didnt bother to know anytink bout dem at all.. oh ya yesterdae mornin i told my mum tat sumone borrowed money from me n my mum ask who n i said sumone la.. im kind enough not to tell my dad bout other stuff.. dem n me is like totallie a STRANGER n i dun tink im like part of their life.. dem see onlie my mistakes but dem didnt even see their own mistakes.. it reallie2 s--k.. n i hate it.. but didnt noe tat if dem enjoy playin tis game which can realie2 hurt me or others.. dem sae im self centered but i tink tat dem r more self centered.. i didnt made FAKE PROMISES to dem but one of dem made alot of FAKE PROMISES to me.. i kept all e one of e dem secrets from FH.. im tryin to change for bettar but its seem like it didnt werk at all dem tinks i got attitudes towards dem.. den how.. so irritating..

honestly i totalie had enough.. i wan to settled but seem like didnt wan to settled.. wan to kept tis ting in e air juz floatin around.. wen to game like tat.. haizz.. rite now i hav to focus on my studies n my health.. been havin headache alot due to all of tis b------t..

..gonna stop all my tears n thoughts for dem2.. totallie had enough..

got to go n sleep..